It was Thursday (Jan 21, 2010) and it was Christian subject. I sat comfortably and actless on my seat (the front row) where I had good position to listen and pay attention for the teacher. We were discussing about Human Rights and all things about that. The biggest point that I received from every single thing that he said was about, 'do we have rights to not forgive others?' When he talked about it, I was having a big dilemma or crisis to forgive someone or some people (maybe). Some people didn't give me great contribution, somehow I was trying just to be kind to them, never forget about them, also care to them but what they had done to me is contrary to what I did well to them. Sometimes those were just like pretty unacceptable. But Mr. Rode, my Christian teacher said, 'it's not our rights to hold forgiveness to others'. And Jesus proved it when he had to be crossed. Well, we could say that we have rights, but not to hold forgiveness to others. Mr. Rode's words just like pierced my heart in the moment he said that especially when I noticed that he was glancing at me. It was just like he knew what I was feeling inside. But, thank you, Mr. Rode to help me recognize that I shouldn't hold forgiveness to others. O, Lord Jesus, help me through this all. Now, I can forgive them all, even though sometimes I see something's disappointed me for all that they've done.